What can be normal is for a man to be out of touch with how he feels and to be in a collapsed physical state. Due to this, he can typically go through the motions in life, not feeling alive or as though his life has much meaning.
But, if he has been this way for a very long time, he might not realise that he doesn’t have a strong connection with his feelings or that he is generally in a low place. Yet, if this is just what is normal, why would it stand out? One Area When it comes to what he does for a living, then, he could do something that may simply pay the bills. If so, it is not going to be something that he finds fulfilling and he might have been doing the same thing for many, many years. One he is at work, he could hope the day passes as quickly as possible and dread having to go back the next day. Although he will probably look forward to the weekend, he is likely to know that it won’t be long until another week begins. Another As for his relationships, he might not have any close friends, with the people in his life being more like associates. If this is the case, he is likely to have a very lonely existence. The people in his life might not treat him very well either, and he might often be walked over and taken advantage of. This can show that he doesn’t have a strong backbone and value himself. One More If he is in a romantic relationship, he could be with a woman that is not overly present and doesn’t treat him very well. Still, if the relationship came to an end, he could end up being in a bad way. At the same time, he might not be in a relationship but may have still suffered when his last relationship came to an end. That is, of course, if he has been in at least one relationship. A Strange Scenario If he was to take a step back and reflect on this life, he might end up wondering why he doesn’t have a good connection with his feelings, spends so much time in a low state, lacks backbone and doesn’t value himself. He may find that he has been this way for as long as he can remember. This will be why it has taken him however long to be able to acknowledge how he experiences life. At this point, he could be sick and tired of merely existing and want to live a life that is worth living. Going Deeper He may experience life in this way due to what took place during his formative years, with this being a time when he was deprived of the love that he needed to be able to grow and develop in the right way. His mother may have largely been emotionally unavailable and unable to truly be there for him. Along with this, she may have been physically and verbally abusive and often left him. As for his father, he might not have been around or he might have also been emotionally unavailable and abusive. The Outcome As a result, he would have seldom if ever been seen by his mother and provided with the attunement and warmth that he needed. Thanks to this, he would have often felt ignored, unwanted, worthless and unloved. But, as he was powerless and totally dependent, he wouldn’t have been able to do anything about what was going on. Not only this, he would have personalised what took place as he was egocentric at this stage of his life. Deeply Wounded Naturally, in addition to being deprived of what he needed, he would have experience a lot of pain. This pain, and his developmental needs, would have ended up being repressed by his brain. Consequently, he would have gone into a shut down state and disconnected from himself, developing a false self in the process. He would then have continued to be hurt but he wouldn’t have been aware of it. A Build Up Many, many layers of pain will have ended up building up inside him and, now that he is an adult, he will continue to carry most if not all of this pain. If he was to get back into his body and reconnect to how he feels, he could come into contact with a lot of anger and rage, hopelessness and helplessness, and a lot of hurt. To put the past behind him, he will most likely need to face and work through this pain. This is something that will take courage and patience and persistence. Awareness If a man can relate to this and he is ready to change his life, he may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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It is part of the human experience for someone to spend time asleep and time awake. One way of looking at this would be to say that they will then spend part of their life being and part of their life doing.
At the same time, this wouldn’t be completely accurate as there will need to be moments when they are able to just be when they are awake. By being able to do this, they will be able to relax and recharge. The Main Point What this lustrates is that they are a human being, not a human doing, which is why they are not here to act like a robot. But, even if they were a robot, they would still need to be recharged and repaired every now and then, taking away their ability to do anything. It is by being able to just be, that they will have the strength and the energy that they need to really do. Having both of these sides, then, will allow them to behave in a balanced manner and decrease their chances of burning themselves out. Another Reality Hoverer, while having both of these abilities is essential when it comes to living a fulfilling life, it doesn’t mean that everyone on this planet is in this position. What can be normal is for someone to spend most of their life in doing mode. As a result of this, practically from the moment they wake up, they could be on the go and this can be how they are until the moment they go to bed. If it was an option, they might not even go to bed. Their Outlook What they could say, if they were asked why they are practically always on the go, is that life is too short to sit around. They could also say that they have so much to do and if they slow down, they won’t get everything done. If they were to see people who do take it easy now and then or who don’t work very hard, they could end up judging them. They could say to themselves that these people are wasting their life or are lazy. No Different And, if they were to go on holiday or just took some time off, it is highly unlikely that they would truly be able to let go and relax. If they were able to change their inner state, it could be something that takes place artificially. For example, after having a few glasses of alcohol, they might be able to feel more at ease. In this case, part of them will feel more at ease, while another part of them will still be just as tense as they were before. One Mode Like a car that only has one gear, they will also only have one gear. If they are not functioning at this level, they will soon feel agitated and will feel compelled to go back to how they were before. Yet, regardless of whether or not this allows them to achieve a lot, there is likely to be a point when they are unable to behave in this way. This could be because they end up exhausted or they might have a breakdown. Resistance Still, this doesn’t mean that they will just be able to accept what is going on and will no longer have the need to do as much. They can still feel the need to behave in the same way. Being unable to do as much can cause them to feel very low and perhaps, deeply depressed. It will be clear that how they were behaving is not serving them but for some reason, they won’t feel as good as they did before. What’s going on? If they have been in doing mode for as long as they can remember, it could show that their early years were not very nurturing. One or both of their parents might have been emotionally unavailable and unable to be there for them. This would then have been a time when they were deprived of the love that they needed to grow and develop in the right way. Not receiving what they needed would have greatly wounded them. Hidden This pain, along with a number of their needs, would have ended up being repressed. But, although their need to be loved would have been pushed out of their conscious awareness, it would still have had an impact on their life. To help keep this pain at bay and for them to try to be loved by their parent or parents, they would have gone into doing mode. What would have played a part in this is that they would have personalised what took place as they were egocentric. A Futile pursuit By blaming themselves for how their parent or parents behaved, they would have believed that if they tried hard enough, they would finally be loved. If they faced up to the fact that their parent or parents were simply unable to love them, this would be too much for them to handle. How they feel, when they are not in doing mode, will be how they felt when they were not loved very early on. For them to put their struggle for love to an end and be able to just be, they will need to face the pain that they were unable to fully feel all those years ago. Awareness If someone can relate to this and they are ready to change their life, they may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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What a man may find, if he was to step back and reflect on his life, is that he doesn’t believe that he is enough for a woman. As a result of this, he might not have ever been in a relationship and, if he has, it might not have lasted for very long.
However, even if he is aware of this, it might not be possible for him to see a way out of the invisible prison that he is living in. Naturally, as he will want to be with a woman, and feel that he is enough for her, this is going to cause him to suffer. A Battle Still, this doesn’t mean that he hasn’t put in a lot of effort to try to feel as though he is enough for a woman. But, for so long, this might have been something that took place without him being aware of what was driving him. He would then have been driven by his need to be enough for a woman but this won’t have been something that he was consciously aware of. After doing so much for so long, he could be sick and tired of not getting very far. Looking Closer If he was to think about what he was done over the years, in order to be enough for a woman, his mind could be flooded with things. He might have put a lot of effort into his appearance and thus, spent a lot of money on clothes and time at the gym. Along with this, he might have become more successful, earning more money and attaining more material items in the process. There is also a chance that he has spent many, many hours approaching and speaking to different women. A Feedback Look But, even if he has only done a few of these things as well as others, he won’t have been able to get very far. In fact, as he has done things to change his circumstances and these things haven’t worked, it is likely to have validated how he sees himself. This is because he will have done a number of the ‘right’ things and this will have been seen as evidence that, no matter what he does, he is still not enough. Over time, then, he is likely to have felt more and more hopeless and helpless. A Deep Hole With this in mind, if he is in a deep hole right now and can’t see a way out, it is not going to be a surprise. After doing so much and not making much headway, it would be a surprise if a big part of him wasn’t in a place of despair. If he was to thank about how long his life has been this way, he could find that it goes back to when he was at school. Consequently, he could come to the conclusion that he was born this way and that his life will always be the same. What’s going on? One thing that is likely to shed light on why he has this sense he is not enough for a woman is what took place during his formative years. If he was to think about this stage of his life, though, he might not be able to remember a great deal. He could say to himself that his early years weren’t that bad and that there are plenty of people that had it far worse. If he was to think about what his relationship was like with this mother, he could also say to himself that it wasn’t that bad and that she did the best she could, for instance. Going Deeper Nonetheless, while this is what he may say to himself, it doesn’t mean that it is an accurate assessment of this stage of his life. This stage of his life may have been anything but nurturing but, as his conscious mind will have blocked out most of what took place, it will prevent him from realising this. There is a strong chance that he had a mother who wasn’t able to truly be there for him and give him the love that he needed to grow and develop in the right way. In addition to being emotionally unavailable, she might have been critical, physically abusive and neglectful. Wide Open Her inability to be present and loving was most likely a sign of how wounded she was, but, as he was egocentric at this stage of his life, he wouldn’t have been able to realise this. He would then have come to believe that how he was treated was a sign that he was worthless, unlovable and not enough. The other part of this is that he would have believed that if he was worthy, lovable and enough, he would have been loved. The pain that this would have caused him would have ended up being repressed, along with a number of his needs. A Struggle Although his mother was unable to love him and his need to be loved would have been repressed, this would still have had an impact on his life. He would have continued to try to be loved, with him developing a disconnected false self and perhaps becoming a people pleaser. As his mother was unable to love him, it wouldn’t have mattered what he did. What he needed wasn’t on available but it would have been too painful for him to face reality and to see his mother clearly. Drawing the Line For him to put his struggle for love to an end and realise that he is enough, he is likely to have a lot of pain to work through. This is something that will take courage and patience and persistence. Awareness If a man can relate to this and he is ready to change his life, he may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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When it comes to how someone experiences life, how they see themselves will have a big impact. However, they might not even think about how they see themselves and, even if they do, this could just be seen as who they are.
If, then, they have an empowering view of themselves, this is not going to matter. But, if they have a disempowering view of themselves, it is likely to mean that they won’t have a very fulfilling life. Stepping Back If they were to take a step back and reflect on how they see themselves, they could find that they see themselves as someone who is worthless, incapable, useless and unlovable. As a result of this, they won’t believe that they are worthy of good things, are competent, are useful or deserve to be loved. Yet, even though this will just be how they see themselves, they could believe that this is the truth. It is then not going to be something that can be changed; it will be something that is set in stone. A Bleak Existence When they think about their life, they could find that very few areas of it are as they would like them to be. Nonetheless, they could believe that this is something that they just have to put up with. Doing their best to handle what is going on is then going to be essential and they might hope that their life will change one day. The outcome of this is that they are likely to lead a life of quiet desperation. One Area So, when it comes to what they do for a living, they could do something that is soul-destroying. They might not feel appreciated where they work and could work with a number of people who are very critical. If so, once their day comes to an end, they will be relieved but they will know that it won’t be long until they have to go back again. Consequently, if they never had to go back there again, they would be happy. Another Area They might not have many friends but if they do, they could be more like associates. This will prevent them from receiving the support that they need but they are not going to believe that they deserve to be supported. If they are in a romantic relationship, they could be with someone who greatly undermines them. Therefore, this person will validate how they see themselves, strengthening their disempowering idea of themselves in the process. The Norm Now, although just about every area of their life and a big part of their inner world might validate how they see themselves, it doesn’t mean that it is the truth. What will also make it hard for them to realise this is if their life has been this way for as long as they can remember. Together, all of these elements will combine to make them believe that how they see themselves is the absolute truth. Most likely, they are this was primarily because of what took place during their formative years. Back In Time During this stage of their life, they may have had at least one parent who was anything but nurturing. In addition to being physically, verbally and emotionally abused, they might have also been left. As opposed to being treated like someone who was valuable and lovable, they would have been treated as though they are totally worthless and unlovable. This would have deprived them of the nutrients that they needed to go through each developmental stage. Two Parts On the one hand, this would have caused them to experience a lot of pain and, on the other, as they were egocentric, how they were treated would have been personalised. This pain would have been repressed by their brain to allow them to keep it together and function and the meaning that was made by their undeveloped brain would have played a big part in how they would see themselves. Due to how underdeveloped they were at this stage, it wouldn’t have been possible for them to see that their parent was deeply wounded and that was why they were being mistreated. Thanks to this, this parent was unable to see them clearly and could only see the parts of themselves that they had disowned being mirrored back to them. Filled With Darkness In all likelihood, this parent was also abused during their early years, and, as they were unable to heal any of their own wounds, for whatever reason, they ended up passing on what was done to them. Thus, their parent or parents would have projected their badness into them and they would have projected their badness into their own child. What this illustrates is that how they see themselves has nothing to do with them and everything to do with the fact that, as they were defenceless, they absorbed what their parent or parents were unable to acknowledge and face within themselves. With this in mind, they will need to let go of what doesn’t belong to them. Awareness If someone can relate to this and they are ready to change their life, they may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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If a man was to end up in a relationship with a woman who he is very fond of and is starting to love, it doesn’t mean that every part of him will be on board with this relationship. Along with the part of him that feels that he is doing the right thing, can be another part that feels as though he is doing something wrong.
This part of him can cause him to feel guilty, ashamed and anxious, and, due to how strong it is, he could start to question if he is doing the right thing. Still, he could do his best to forget about this part and carry on as normal. Keeping His own Counsel If he was to think about telling his partner about what is going on for him, he could soon decide that it is best if he keeps it to himself. He could believe that if he opens up about this, it will lead to a negative outcome. At first, he might be able to carry on as normal but, it might not be long until he starts to change. Yet, thanks to the fact that he probably won’t consciously choose to change, he might not notice this. One Part As the days, weeks and perhaps months pass, he could gradually become less available. So, in addition to not being as present when he is around her, he might not be as physically available either, with him having more things to do than usual. If so, being less present and distracted when he is around her and not spending as much time with her will be a way for him to handle the conflict that is inside him. Whereas if he was as present as he was before and spent as much time around her, it would be harder for him to handle how he feels. A Reaction Most likely, his partner will soon notice that he has changed and she could end up taking it personally. This can then be a time when she will believe that he is starting to lose interest in her. Alternatively, she might just wonder what is going on and talk to him directly about how he has changed. If she takes this route, she might not get very far, with him denying that he has changed. One Outcome Now, assuming that she does do this and he is unable to acknowledge that he has changed, it might not be long until their relationship comes to an end. But, as his behaviour will say that he is no longer as interested and his words will say that he is just as interested as he was before, it is not going to be a surprise. Quite simply, his partner will probably want to be with a man who is both there for her and has a certain level of self-awareness. If it does come to an end before long, he could feel relieved and deeply sad. Confusion If he is aware of how he felt at the beginning of his relationship and after this point, he could struggle to understand how something that should have felt right, felt wrong. He is then going to feel more at ease but the sadness and sense of helplessness that he may experience will stop him from being at peace. This could be the first time that he has had this experience or he might have had this experience on more than one occasion. If he has had this experience more than once, he could believe that there is something wrong with him and that he will always be this way. What’s going on? There is a chance that he had these irrational feelings due to what took place during his formative years. This may have been a time when his mother saw him as her possession and he was then there to meet her needs. Therefore, whenever he expressed himself, he might have typically been punished, disapproved of, rejected and/or abandoned. This would have sent him the message that his needs and himself were bad, and it would have caused him to become estranged from his true self. A Natural outcome As a result of the experiences that he had, at the most important developmental stage of his life, it is to be expected that he would feel unconformable when he expresses himself. Ultimately, he won’t be doing anything wrong but as he was made to feel that expressing himself was wrong, it will have conditioned him to believe that expressing himself was wrong. And, when he is in a relationship with a woman, it will be as though he is betraying his mother or his owner and, thus, he will feel guilty and ashamed. He will have been brought up to be there for his mother, to please her, not to see himself as a separate human being that has his own life to lead. Drawing the line The truth is that he was not and is not his mother’s possession; in the words of Khalil Gibran, he came through her, not from her. If anything, his mother betrayed him by not truly being there for him. For him to be able to live his life without feeling as though he is doing anything wrong, he is likely to have beliefs to question and pain to work through. This is something that will take courage and patience and persistence. Awareness If a man can relate to this and he is ready to change his life, he may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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Although someone is likely to have been connected to and expressed their emotional needs when they were a child, it doesn’t mean that this will be the case now that they are an adult. In general, their emotional needs could be a mystery and, naturally, this will stop them from expressing them.
When it comes to their emotional needs, this will relate to their need to be seen and heard, touched, appreciated, and supported. These are then needs that will be met primarily through intimate relationships. The Norm But, if they are generally not connected to their emotional needs, they might not have the need to have any intimate relationships. In fact, they could spend a lot of time by themselves. And, if there are people in their life, they could be more like associates than close friends. When they are around these people, then, they could typically talk about surface-level things such as what is taking place in the media. Things over People When they are by themselves, they could spend a lot of time in front of a screen. This can be a time when they will watch films, read and talk to people online. Every now and then, they could feel drained and low, but, as they don’t realise that a number of their needs are not being met, they probably won’t be able to join the dots, so to speak. Instead, they could believe that there is just something wrong with them. Avoidance When they do experience pain, they could end up consuming something in order to cover up how they feel. This pain will then be pushed out of their conscious awareness, at least for a short while. There could come a point in time, though, when it is not possible for them to deny how they really feel. If they arrive at this point, they could end up paying a visit to their doctor. A Misdiagnosis If this was to take place, they could be told that they are suffering from depression and might end up being put on medication. This might allow them to go back to how they were before but to no longer feel low. Before long, that’s if this approach helps them, they could find that they don’t feel any better. If, after this, they were to reach out for external support and spoke about their life, they could end up being told that they are suffering because they are being deprived of the human contact that they need. Resistance Although they are being deprived of human contact and are suffering as a result, they might not readily accept what is being said. They could say that they don’t need others and are happy spending time by themselves. What this will show is that even though part of them does need human contact, there is another, stronger part of them that is not willing to accept this. This other part of them will then be dominating the other part of them and thereby, stopping them from being able to connect to let alone express their emotional needs. Confusion If they were to look back on their life, they may see that there have been moments when they expressed their need for human contact and ended up being rejected. The pain that they experienced when this happened would then have played a big part in why they seldom do this. During such moments, they may have felt hopeless, helpless, and worthless and even wanted their life to end. Due to this, it is to be expected that they would typically live as though they are an independent human being that doesn’t need others. What’s going on? If they have been this way for as long as they can remember, it could show that their early years were not very nurturing. One or both of their parents might have been emotionally unavailable and unable to truly be there for them, with them often being rejected, ignored and abandoned. The roles would then have been reversed, with them having to meet some of their parent or parents needs. Being of the love that they needed to be able to grow and develop would have deeply wounded them and prevented them from being able to go through each developmental stage. The Outcome As they were powerless and totally dependent, they would have been able to do anything about what was going on. Their only option was to disconnect from their feelings and a number of their needs and create a disconnected false self. They would have had to leave their body and to live up top, to handle what was going on. And, as they were egocentric, they would have come to believe that their needs and themselves were bad. The Truth In reality, their needs and their true self are not bad or shameful. How they were treated was a reflection of what was going on for one or both of their parents and perhaps any else who wounded them at this stage of their life. For them to realise this, at the core of their being, they are likely to have a lot of pain to work through. This is something that will take courage and patience and persistence. Awareness If someone can relate to this and they are ready to change their life, they may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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Even though someone is not a child, it doesn’t mean that they will feel like a strong and capable adult. But, if experiencing life in this way is just a normal part of their life, they might not be aware of this.
Another part of this is that they might both consciously and unconsciously do what they can to avoid how they feel. Nonetheless, how they feel is still going to have a big impact on how they experience life. A Passive State Due to how they feel, they are likely to spend a lot of time sitting around and not doing a great deal. If they do do something, it could typically be because if they don’t, there will be a negative consequence. This can relate to them having to go to work, needing to buy food or having an appointment. Their need to survive is then going to play a big part in why something like this will spur them into action. Another Factor Other than doing something out of their need to survive, what could also get them moving is if a friend or family member asks them if they would like to do something. By having another person take the first step, then, they might end up taking action. What this is going to illustrate is that they don’t have much oomph and find it hard to get themselves moving. If they didn’t have to work or buy food, for instance, and no one else reached out to them, they might do very little. A Power Imbalance And, when it comes to the people in their life, these people might act more like their parents than their equals. But, even if they don’t, they are unlikely to exercise much autonomy when they are around these people. So, in addition to them generally being the ones who plan things, they could also make a lot of their decisions. They could even believe that these people know what is best for them. Flowing By What is clear is that the years of their life will be going by and they won’t be making the most of them. Based on how they live, it will be as though they are going to live forever. With this in mind, the sooner that they are able to take life by the horns, so to speak, the better of they will be. It will be essential for them to be able to step back and reflect on their life. A Closer Look If they were able to mentally detach from what is going on and reflect on their life, they might wonder why their life is this way. They could see that they are often passive and it’s as though they are waiting for something to happen. If they have been this way for most of their life, it could show that their early years were not very nurturing. This may have been a time when they were largely deprived of the love that they needed to grow and develop in the right way. Going Deeper Throughout this key stage of their life, they might have often been neglected and perhaps physically harmed and verbally put down. By having at least one parent who was not emotionally available and able to truly be there for them, not only would their developmental needs have not been met but they would have experienced a lot of pain. These needs, along with this pain, would have ended up being repressed by their brain. The years would then have passed and their physical and mental self will have grown, but their emotional self won’t have. An Endless Search At an emotional level, they will still be looking for their parent or parents to be there for them. When it comes to their unmet developmental needs, they can have the need to be cared for, held, seen and heard, and supported. The trouble is that this underdeveloped part of them will cause them to end up in situations that are very similar to their early experiences, in the hope that this time it will be different. Ultimately, this struggle for love will be a way for this part of them to avoid facing the fact that they were not loved by their parent or parents and they will never be loved by them. Drawing the Line For them to no longer wait for something that will never happen, they are likely to have a lot of pain to face and work through. This can be a time when they will feel angry, hopeless, helpless and deeply hurt. This is something that will take courage and patience and persistence. Awareness If someone can relate to this and they are ready to change their life, they may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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In general, someone could spend a lot of time working, having very little time for anything else. It doesn’t mean that this is something that will cross their mind, though, as it could just be what is normal.
And, if they ever do think about how much time they spend working, they could end up justifying how they behave. They could say to themselves that being this way is better than being lazy and/or that they have so much to achieve. A Similar Response If another person was to say to them that they work too much, they could end up telling them the same thing. What this is likely to show is that as far as they are concerned, there is nothing wrong with their behaviour. But, while they could be used to being told that they spend too much time working, they could also receive a lot of positive feedback from others. They could often be seen as someone who is living in the right way and as an example to follow. A natural outcome Yet, as they are likely to live in a society that is full of people that spend a lot of time working and working hard, this is to be expected. In this society, there can typically be seen as two options, either someone works hard or they are lazy. The more time someone spends working and the harder they work, then, the more likely they are to be approved of by certain people. Needless to say, their life is unlikely to change any time soon. Out of balance Still, as they spend so much time working and work so hard, other areas of their life are going to be neglected. So, they might not eat very well and, even if they do, they might not exercise. Along with this, they might not have any real friends or be in a romantic relationship. Or, if they are in a romantic relationship and perhaps have children, both their partner and their children are going to be overlooked. A Break If they were to go on holiday or simply took some time off, it is highly unlikely that they would be able to truly relax. This is likely to be a time when they will be thinking about what they haven’t done and are incredibly agitated. Thus, it won’t matter if they are a few miles away from where they work or a few thousand miles away as they will be edgy. Once they are back working, then, they are likely to feel more at ease. Stepping Back After a while, they could get to the stage where they are unable to behave in this way any longer. This could be because they no longer have the energy to behave in this way and/or their health could be in a very bad way. Alternatively, they could experience some kind of loss that makes them sit back and reflect on their life. Irrespective of what has happened, behaving in this way is no longer going to appeal to them and they will want their life to change. A Closer Look In addition to the need that they have to change, there is likely to be another part of them that wants to carry on behaving in the same way. If so, they are going to be experiencing inner conflict. Now, if they were to imagine that they have stopped working as much and started to work smart, not hard, they could feel relieved. However, before long, they could end up feeling very low. What’s going on? At this point, they could struggle to understand why living a more balanced life would cause them to feel this way. If they have behaved in this way for as long as they can remember, there is a chance they were deprived of the love that they needed during their early years. By working, they will have been trying to receive the love that they missed out on all those years ago. But, as this will have been something that was taking place outside of their conscious awareness, they won’t have realised what was going on. It's over The trouble is that as this stage of their life is over, not to mention that other people are not their parents, it will be too late. This is why they will have had the need to work so much and so hard for so long and nothing will have taken this need away, as love from other adults won’t make up for their early derivation. Not receiving the love that they needed would have caused them to be deeply wounded and experience a lot of pain. This pain and their unmet development needs would have ended up being repressed. Drawing the Line For them to put their unconscious search for love to an end, they are going to have a lot of pain to work through. This is something that will take courage and patience and persistence. Awareness If someone can relate to this and they are ready to change their life, they may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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Even though someone’s physical self will be seen by others, it doesn’t mean that the rest of them will typically be seen by others. What this means is that their inner world, so what their thoughts are about certain things and how they feel, for instance, might seldom be revealed to others.
If this is the case, it is going to illustrate that they usually wear a mask when they are around others and, consequently, who they are will rarely see the light of day. They are then going to be a separate human being who has their own self but they will act as if they are an extension of others. For Example When they are with a friend or a family member, they could be easy-going and make out that everything is fine. This will stop them from feeling truly connected to another and another from feeling truly connected to them. The reason for this is that in order for both of these things to take place; they would need to express what is going on for them. With this in mind, it won’t matter if they spend a fair amount of time around others as they are still going to feel alone. Hidden But, if they are not in tune with how they feel or most of their needs, this is not going to be something that they are aware of. Their sense of aloneness will be outside of this couscous awareness. Being around people who they don’t fully open up to will be better than nothing, of course, and it will allow them to feel more at ease. Yet, compared with how it would be if they were to open up, it will be a poor replacement. Stepping Back After a while, they might end up coming to see that they are seldom seen by others and this could fill them with a deep sense of loneliness. This will show that what they have denied for so long has entered their conscious awareness. Now, after they have spent time around a friend or a family member who they didn’t share their thoughts or feelings with, they could feel deeply frustrated and helpless. At this stage, they could struggle to understand why they behave in this way. Looking Back What might soon enter their mind is that they have behaved in this way for as long as they can remember. If so, it might be hard for them to imagine that their life could be any different. Not only this, although they will want their life to change, they can find that they also have a strong need to continue to hide themselves. To say that they will feel trapped at this point might be an understatement. An Exercise If they were to imagine that they were to meet a friend or a family member and were to open up about what is going on for them, so the other person was to actually see them, they could end up experiencing a fair amount of anxiety. They might even experience fear and terror after a while. What this will demonstrate is that revealing who they are is seen as a threat to their survival as opposed to something that is going to serve them. Naturally, as this is what revealing themselves means to a big part of them, it is to be expected that they would generally hide themselves. What’s going on? If this is how they have been for as long as they can remember, it could show that their early years were not very nurturing. Their home environment might have been more like a war zone than somewhere where they felt safe, secure, protected, supported and loved. Throughout this stage of their life, they might have been physically harmed, verbally put down and neglected. Feeling scared, anxious, fearful, terrified, and as though they were going to die would have been normal. One option As they were powerless and totally dependent, they wouldn’t have been able to do anything about what was going on. They would have simply had to disconnect from themselves, losing touch with their feelings and most of their needs in the process. Along with this, keeping what was taking place inside them and perhaps hiding would have been seen as the way for them to survive. This is because, as they were egocentric, they would have personalised what took place. Powerless In reality, how they were treated had nothing to do with them or how they behaved and everything to do with what was going on for their parent or parents. Most likely, due to how wounded one or both of their parents were, they were unable to truly be there for them and provide them with the love that they needed to grow and develop in the right way. Now that this stage of their life is over, they no longer need to hide who they are; they can be seen. Nonetheless, for them to know this at the core of their being, they are likely to have a lot of pain to face and work through. Awareness If someone can relate to this and they are ready to change their life, they may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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If someone made a number of New Year’s resolutions, it doesn’t mean that they will have followed through with any of them. They could think about some if not all of the things that they planned to do every now and then but that could be about as far as it will go.
Yet, even if they don’t have any New Year’s resolutions, there could still be a number of things that they want to do but don’t do. What is clear is that unless they take the next step, at least one area of their life is unlikely to change. Another Part This might not be the only way in which they turn their back on themselves as whenever an opportunity heads their way, they could typically push it away. For example, a friend or a family member could ask them if they would like to join them or offer to help them with something and they could decline their offer. If this hasn’t taken place already, there could come a point in time when they will rarely be asked by another if they would like to join them or if they want help with something. Naturally, the people in their life will come to the conclusion that one is not interested in spending time with them. One More Along with this, when they do start something, they might soon put it to one side and forget about it. This will stop them from being able to make a significant amount of progress and mastering whatever it is that they are learning. What this may show is that they hit a brick wall or they might have just lost interest. Either way, having the inclination to put something to one side and not staying the course is not going to serve them. Watered Down Based on how they generally behave, their life is not going to be anything like it would be if they were truly there for themselves. Now, there may be people who have let them down over the years and continue to do so but they themselves will be the ones who are truly letting them down. Like a dog that has been left outside and is deprived of the food and shelter that they need, they will be depriving themselves of so much. For their life to change, it will be essential for them to look into why they are behaving in this way. Stepping Back If they were able to step back and reflect on their life and how they often behave, they could find that a big part of them doesn’t care about their life or themselves. This part of them will then have given up and lost the will to live. Without the desire to change their life and to be here, it is to be expected that they would behave in this way. There is a chance that they have been this way for most of their life. Going Deeper If they have been this way for as long as they can remember, it may show that their early years were not very nurturing. This may have been a stage of their life when one or both of their parents were not emotionally available. Consequently, when their parents were around, they would have seldom been seen and heard by them and, at other moments, they might have been rejected and abandoned. This would have deprived them of the emotional nutrients that they needed to be able to grow and develop in the right way. The Meaning And, as they were egocentric, how they were treated would have been personalised. They would then have come to believe that the reason they were treated this way was that they were worthless and unlovable. Still, this would have been more than just an outlook that they developed in their mind; it would have been something that permeated their whole being. How they saw themselves and the world would have been filtered through this inner state after this point. The Truth Ultimately, how they were treated had nothing to do with how worthy or lovable they were or are; it was a reflection of what was going on for their parent or parents. The trouble is that due to how underdeveloped they were whilst this was going on, they were unable to realise this. Thanks to what they were through, they will have experienced a lot of pain and a number of their developmental needs won’t have been met. This pain would have been repressed, along with their developmental needs. Drawing the Line For them to know, at the core of their being, that they have worth and are lovable they are likely to have a lot of pain to work through. This is something that will take courage and patience and persistence. Awareness If someone can relate to this and they are ready to change their life, they may need to reach out for external support. This is something that can be provided with the assistance of a therapist or healer.
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